Monday, April 7, 2008
Life is always boring and u tend to feel tired walking alone
Sometime in life i really felt that i am tired and wanna stop moving on and i don even understand why.There is only 2 time that i feel happy, it is during service and in school apart form that i seem to be in jail,a jail that no one can see except myself.I feel so helpless at times and hope that there will be someone to walk with me this road and be the key to open mine jail.Everything i do seem to be boring and i felt tired after class each day.steping out of school not knowing where to go or what to do.Maybe sometime i am blessed with a few friend that is willing to go out with me after school but i still felt alone in mine jail.There was once where one of mine day in mine life that someone brought me joy and ture laughter but it only lasted for only a few hours.Sometime in life ppl tend to laugh a me and makes fun of me but i don really give a dam about it because i believe that there is forever 3 person that will never laugh at me and i am turely happy and glad about that.i am glad that the 3 of u have blessed me greatly in mine lonely life in jail with a bit of laughter...................
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